Veniality

SEARCHING for what she cannot find. For her own peace of mind. She cannot forgive nor forget the past. These ineffable feelings and hurt that lasts evermore.

Do not enthrall yourself. Let the penance begin. You have got to open your heart to see the confinement.

It seems so futile, forgiveness, your freedom, the present state of veniality.

Bewail the truth, the face of fate and conquer all the past. Search for the light, and then you will find your own peace of mind.

* Inspired from Simone Johanna Maria Simons.

Misty Part III: Bila Aku Mati Part II (Can’t Fight Your Desire)

“Bila aku mati, andai dia tiada menangis hiba. Sampaikan kepada dia janganlah pula dia ketawa.”

Misty Part II: Bila Aku Mati (From Here To Eternity)

“Bila aku mati, kuburkan aku dalam-dalam. Tinggalkan gambarnya di atas kepala aku. Dan sampaikan kepada dia bahawa aku telah tenggelam.”

“Bila aku mati, mintakan nota April pertamanya. Selitkan di genggaman aku. Dan sampaikan kepada dia bahawa aku masih menggenggam kata.”

“Mungkin pada mereka aku tiada sebaik dia. Sampaikan kepada dia, sesungguhnya aku telah memberikan dia yang terbaik segala-gala.”

Misty

HAVE you ever loved someone, and they had absolutely no idea whatsoever?

Or fell for someone in entire world, and watch they fall just because of someone else?

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone, because your fear to someone else is too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid.

Bedtime Tale (White Night Fantasy)

CLOSE the door and breathe a nasty cloud. A taste of salt in the mouth. Try to sleep to pass the time. And believe in the promise she made.

* Inspired by Khairudin Muhammad.

Permanent Midnight (Prophecy)

ONCE the memory begins. The beginning seems to be mirrored. From the very first.

* Inspired by Khairudin Muhammad.